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Broken EP

by MOUNTAIN DWELLER

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1.
Harbour 03:34
I couldn't wait to see you I couldn't wait to tell you That I will always love you My body hangs by suspended lungs By shallow pools I am my fathers son Don't wait out the truth, I think of you always. It's my self abuse. I know I gave you my heart cause it's all I had But I'm begging you darling Please don't wait for me To be a better man If not haunted by regrets in my life Then why the fuck can I not sleep at night empty flasks I fill with kerosene Forever burn myself but never feel anything Stood by the water, that's where I'll see her Down by the harbour, she lost her father The urge inside is weighing me down Worn out my heart all across this town I could wait I could for you But Instead Iv been lying to avoid the truth I sleep my best when I'm alone When you're not there my eyes can close My mind is poisoned and it shows too Tried find the strength to come back to You I'm wearing hope on my sleeve Still It gets harder to breathe My child why can't you see I need forgiveness Please I wear my heart on my sleeve Just know that I'll never leave I left her waiting for something While I stay hoping for nothing Only to show how much you meant to me Or how much you mean to me My Darling please just forgive me Please forgive me Down by the harbour That's what he told her Waiting for his daughter He couldn't wait to hold her But there were stop signs Police lights and closed minds They'd found a body. I hope you know he's sorry He told you not to worry I hope you know he's sorry I hope you know I'm sorry
2.
Breathless 03:37
I've been trying to breathe again But these walls keep my thoughts caged within Built so high, though none can see I'm breaking out and I'm guna be free I'm guna be free I want to breathe like I did before But this hand around my throat Won't let me anymore Faceless demons a reflection I see They're the reason I find it hard to believe My skin is shredded down to the bone But I can't stop if I wana feel whole I wana be, be me again I'm holding out for this struggle to end Swallowed pride amongst everything else It's not my fault it's the cards I'm dealt This world is broken and full of hate But amongst the pain it's still a beautiful place Such a beautiful place for you and me but cant you see that this is unhealthy All I need is a little something To feed the demon that lies within Cause all I feel is a little caged in By the person I should have been Try to breathe, breathe again It won't be long till my lungs cave in I walk this earth in place of home Finding reasons or at least a little hope at least a little hope Convoluted feelings I never could quite comprehend I take this pill to help me feel the same again My monster and me we now see clearly Eye to eye it feels good to be set free above the nights sky I'm soon to be, be above the nights sky Well Iv been breathing now for quite some time It feels like oh l could fly Made it out, but did I survive? Guess I'll never get to see the sunrise
3.
Haze 04:07
Sometimes I still sit up late at night. Thoughts circling. you in my head. As we now lay in our bed. Or was it once laid? All I know now for certain is that deep down I Well I miss you. As I recall back to the time where we'd drive seaside, nice times, nights sky Oh how you lied But when the car started to stutter And I was thrown to the side of the shore line. It's okay cause really well I'm fine. With sand now buried in my head And glass fragments sharp to the taste Your face now red like the haze With My legs now trapped firm into place Is this the way that we planned our trip? Our romantic get away From all the naysayers That try to speak of the dark times We wouldn't listen They all came running out but I can still hear you screaming loud Or was that just you yelling from the inside Of the car reaching out, as you burned alive Why don't they go to my love, I cried I pleaded out to them but they just looked by With un-sure eyes. And closed minds Was we too late or was It I'm now paralyzed It's all a haze, my memory fades The sparks ignite and our passion burned bright. Oh what a beautiful sight to see As our life now did unfold or so that I'm told Our family tree now burning down But in the ashes you're not found I'm remembering something But I'm left hoping for nothing My hand now reaching towards yours But your hearts locked away behind closed doors. An object now left out to rust To sit idly and only gather dust I'll never quite feel the same. I never could feel the same again I'll never quite feel the same. I never could feel the same again Dear god whatever happened to us Our hearts were so filled with so much love My heart skips when I visit the shoreline Like we had only just begun our life Dear god whatever happened to us Our hearts were so filled with so much love Relationships end by the shoreline It all changed on the day you died.
4.
Relief 04:10
We've been moving so slowly lately Concerning our life long goals Where we'd build a house our own Somewhere we could always call home Forgive forget can't we just carry on Complaints Commitments to my venom tongue The wind blow north I left for so long But time apart made my heart grow fond We're like violins but now with broken strings Even when the tension snapped our hearts still managed to sing I held you up, kept you above land I kept you cute while she played in the sand Been taking pills to be a better man But we were lead astray by misguided hands Daily struggles always making amends. Though Iv lost so many of so called friends. I lost so many of my so called friends Cause I was so busy always Making amends. The struggles goes on. But if you miss me, know I miss you also. It's clear To me I always will. Iv held you at arms length. Didn't know what to choose. There was so little for me to loose. What since with all the abuse. I find decision so hard to choose I'm writing this down. As if to pretend. I'd long for the chance, to start over again. We've been moving so slowly lately Concerning our life long goals Where we'd build a house our own Somewhere we could always call home Daily struggles always making amends. Iv lost so many of my god damn friends Daily struggles where we'd played pretend But I refuse to accept that this is where it ends.
5.
Decay 03:39
Though my feelings aren't burdened by my regrets The life that you gave me A love lost reminded again and again in my head It only left me Lifeless No surprise our love withered and died But looking back though in hindsight Just like the lonely Mountain you cut through me Cascading soul consuming Now it's clear to see you're brooding This water feels intrusive Yet you claim that I'm abusive Bring her back to me Though it's not like Iv had a Say Though its not like iv had any say As the tides dragged out to decay No clear skies left they've been worn away As the tides dragged out to decay No clear skies left you saw to it that day I made my choice when I kissed your forehead. We promised change but just couldn't forget After crossing this path so much before I still held out the hope that we'd still wash ashore Just like the lonely Mountain you cut through me Cascading soul consuming Now it's clear to see you're brooding This water feels intrusive Yet you claim that I'm abusive I don't think i can do this But tomorrow could always be a better day!

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released May 22, 2017

Written and Performed by - MOUNTAIN DWELLER
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by - MOUNTAIN DWELLER

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