Broken EP

by MOUNTAIN DWELLER

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released May 22, 2017

Written and Performed by - MOUNTAIN DWELLER
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by - MOUNTAIN DWELLER

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This world is broken and full of hate,
but amongst the pain it's still a beautiful place ~

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Track Name: Harbour
I couldn't wait to see you
I couldn't wait to tell you
That I will always love you
My body hangs by suspended lungs
By shallow pools I am my fathers son
Don't wait out the truth, I think of you always.
It's my self abuse.
I know I gave you my heart cause it's all I had
But I'm begging you darling
Please don't wait for me
To be a better man

If not haunted by regrets in my life
Then why the fuck can I not sleep at night
empty flasks I fill with kerosene
Forever burn myself but never feel anything

Stood by the water, that's where I'll see her
Down by the harbour, she lost her father

The urge inside is weighing me down
Worn out my heart all across this town
I could wait I could for you
But Instead Iv been lying to avoid the truth
I sleep my best when I'm alone
When you're not there my eyes can close
My mind is poisoned and it shows too
Tried find the strength to come back to
You

I'm wearing hope on my sleeve
Still It gets harder to breathe
My child why can't you see
I need forgiveness
Please

I wear my heart on my sleeve
Just know that I'll never leave
I left her waiting for something
While I stay hoping for nothing
Only to show how much you meant to me
Or how much you mean to me
My Darling please just forgive me
Please forgive me

Down by the harbour
That's what he told her
Waiting for his daughter
He couldn't wait to hold her
But there were stop signs
Police lights and closed minds
They'd found a body.
I hope you know he's sorry
He told you not to worry
I hope you know he's sorry
I hope you know I'm sorry
Track Name: Breathless
I've been trying to breathe again
But these walls keep my thoughts caged within
Built so high, though none can see
I'm breaking out and I'm guna be free
I'm guna be free

I want to breathe like I did before
But this hand around my throat
Won't let me anymore
Faceless demons a reflection I see
They're the reason I find it hard to believe
My skin is shredded down to the bone
But I can't stop if I wana feel whole
I wana be, be me again
I'm holding out for this struggle to end

Swallowed pride amongst everything else
It's not my fault it's the cards I'm dealt
This world is broken and full of hate
But amongst the pain it's still a beautiful place

Such a beautiful place for you and me
but cant you see that this is unhealthy

All I need is a little something
To feed the demon that lies within
Cause all I feel is a little caged in
By the person I should have been

Try to breathe, breathe again
It won't be long till my lungs cave in
I walk this earth in place of home
Finding reasons or at least a little hope
at least a little hope

Convoluted feelings I never could quite comprehend
I take this pill to help me feel the same again
My monster and me we now see clearly
Eye to eye it feels good to be set free above the nights sky

I'm soon to be, be above the nights sky
Well
Iv been breathing now for quite some time
It feels like oh l could fly
Made it out, but did I survive?
Guess I'll never get to see the sunrise
Track Name: Haze
Sometimes I still sit up late at night.
Thoughts circling. you in my head.
As we now lay in our bed. Or was it once laid?
All I know now for certain is that deep down I
Well I miss you.
As I recall back to the time where we'd drive
seaside, nice times, nights sky
Oh how you lied
But when the car started to stutter
And I was thrown to the side of the shore line.
It's okay cause really well I'm fine.

With sand now buried in my head
And glass fragments sharp to the taste
Your face now red like the haze
With My legs now trapped firm into place
Is this the way that we planned our trip?
Our romantic get away
From all the naysayers
That try to speak of the dark times
We wouldn't listen

They all came running out
but I can still hear you screaming loud
Or was that just you yelling from the inside
Of the car reaching out, as you burned alive
Why don't they go to my love, I cried
I pleaded out to them but they just looked by
With un-sure eyes. And closed minds
Was we too late or was It I'm now paralyzed
It's all a haze, my memory fades

The sparks ignite and our passion burned bright.
Oh what a beautiful sight to see
As our life now did unfold or so that I'm told
Our family tree now burning down
But in the ashes you're not found

I'm remembering something
But I'm left hoping for nothing

My hand now reaching towards yours
But your hearts locked away behind closed doors.
An object now left out to rust
To sit idly and only gather dust

I'll never quite feel the same.
I never could feel the same again
I'll never quite feel the same.
I never could feel the same again
Dear god whatever happened to us
Our hearts were so filled with so much love
My heart skips when I visit the shoreline
Like we had only just begun our life
Dear god whatever happened to us
Our hearts were so filled with so much love
Relationships end by the shoreline
It all changed on the day you died.
Track Name: Relief
We've been moving so slowly lately
Concerning our life long goals
Where we'd build a house our own
Somewhere we could always call home

Forgive forget can't we just carry on
Complaints Commitments to my venom tongue
The wind blow north I left for so long
But time apart made my heart grow fond

We're like violins but now with broken strings
Even when the tension snapped our hearts still managed to sing

I held you up, kept you above land
I kept you cute while she played in the sand
Been taking pills to be a better man
But we were lead astray by misguided hands

Daily struggles always making amends.
Though Iv lost so many of so called friends.
I lost so many of my so called friends
Cause I was so busy always Making amends.
The struggles goes on.
But if you miss me, know I miss you also.
It's clear To me I always will. Iv held you at arms length.
Didn't know what to choose. There was so little for me to loose.
What since with all the abuse. I find decision so hard to choose
I'm writing this down. As if to pretend.
I'd long for the chance, to start over again.

We've been moving so slowly lately
Concerning our life long goals
Where we'd build a house our own
Somewhere we could always call home
Daily struggles always making amends.
Iv lost so many of my god damn friends
Daily struggles where we'd played pretend
But I refuse to accept that this is where it ends.
Track Name: Decay
Though my feelings aren't burdened by my regrets
The life that you gave me
A love lost reminded again and again in my head
It only left me
Lifeless

No surprise our love withered and died
But looking back though in hindsight

Just like the lonely
Mountain you cut through me
Cascading soul consuming
Now it's clear to see you're brooding
This water feels intrusive
Yet you claim that I'm abusive
Bring her back to me
Though it's not like Iv had a
Say
Though its not like iv had any say

As the tides dragged out to decay
No clear skies left they've been worn away
As the tides dragged out to decay
No clear skies left you saw to it that day
I made my choice when I kissed your forehead.
We promised change but just couldn't forget
After crossing this path so much before
I still held out the hope that we'd still wash ashore

Just like the lonely
Mountain you cut through me
Cascading soul consuming
Now it's clear to see you're brooding
This water feels intrusive
Yet you claim that I'm abusive
I don't think i can do this
But tomorrow could always be a better day!